Sooo... Yesterday I wrote a little update about my life sayi..
Added 2022-02-19 23:13:16 +0000 UTCSooo... Yesterday I wrote a little update about my life saying that I was feeling positive... Well a few hours later that had been replaced by anxiety again. I guess I was trying to convince myself to be positive, but that didn't stop all the negative thoughts. That my novel is never going to get published, I'm never going to have success as an illustrator or a musician, and I'll always be worrying about money... I don't often share things like this. I go offline when I feel bad. And maybe you don't even want to know any of this, and you just want to see me naked. But I want to be honest, and yesterday's life update didn't feel that honest anymore later in the day. When I started my OF, my plan was to make up a cool, sexy persona, but I quickly realised I much prefer being my awkward, creative self. So I also want to share a bit of this side of myself, I guess. And I also want to say thank you, because by being subscribed to my page you're supporting me, and I genuinely appreciate that. So, vulnerable moment over - back to posting naked stuff!
