For those who were wondering why I disappeared from social l..
Added 2022-12-23 17:55:23 +0000 UTCFor those who were wondering why I disappeared from social life? Actually there are several reasons: I was very mentally tired from work, social life and was morally exhausted, I got to the point where I didn’t want anything, I was depressed, I didn’t want to eat, drink, go out for a walk, I think it happened to everyone? So, for the first month I did nothing, but then I realized that I need to get out of this state. The first thing I did was to start communicating more with people, friends, eventually I flew on a trip to the Dominican Republic and it seems to me that I was already getting much better, I felt alive, sociable and I didn’t have such bad thoughts, but it didn’t last for a long time... At the end of my vacation, in my country Ukraine, a "Special Military Operation" began, I think everyone would know about it. And then it was a big shock for me, I didn’t know what to do, my parents stayed in Ukraine, and on the one hand I really wanted to return home, but on the other hand I understood that this was not the best decision and I had to stay for a week in Dominican Republic, after much thought and conversation with my girlfriend, I flew to Turkey to my girlfriend, as she lived there and I thought it was a good option. After arrival, I still felt depressed and at a loss, because I missed my house and even now I don’t have enough, for the first couple of months I just lived alone with a friend and it was easier for me, and now I have been in Turkey for 9 months and I still don't know when I'll be back home. I realized that I need to continue to live and move on this, I decided to return to the stream, but this is a story for another post. If you are interested in what I write, like it, so that I understand whether I should continue to write about life or not. Kisses💋
