


I have never looked so round, so chubby or so Just all-around plump in my entire life! I've always wanted to be this fat or fatter which I plan on getting. But I never thought I could do it. I always thought I would be too chicken or that it would take so long that I would just give up. I'm so grateful that it turned out the way that it has. I'm so excited to see how I will look by December how I will look by my next birthday all of those future dates are so curious to me how fat will I get? I'm a bit intimidated. What am I capable of? I feel so completely out of control and when I look at my photos I sometimes feel as though I'm looking at photos of somebody else. Like I'm watching some other girl grow fatter right before my eyes. Then something will happen like I'll get stuck in a bathtub and then I remember that it's real. Just feeling a bit introspective this morning I hope you enjoy these photos I took yesterday once I got myself all ready for my birthday. I made plans to go out shopping with my best friend but wound up not feeling well and spending my day eating on the couch.