pre-shower ootd and stripping all the way off... after a lon..

pre-shower ootd and stripping all the way off... after a long day of shooting and messy ahhh makeup! okay also a little rant about my past few days, (okay not a big rant but just a little diary for y'all) :) okay so i've just been doing like all day shoots the past few days and today there was also about 4 hours of driving time so its just like my entire day gone, (which i am happy for the opportunities obviously) but because of that i haven't been on active on here (which i want to be and i feel so bad about!!) which is mostly because of my furrbabies. when im out of the house for like >12 hours, (which i have been the past 3 days) they have a lot of behavioral issues (cause they're just babies!) and like it can be a lot to deal with but most importantly i need to make them feel loved and happy and not anxious. so when i get home sometimes like all i have the time to do is be with them-and like yesterday i was even up way to late trying to fix problems with my rabbit clementine. Clemmy has been upset because she wasn't getting enough love the past few days so she decided to tear up two of my couches and my basement carpet, (i posted a pic on insta yesterday but ill post like more later cause it was a lot lol.) which is NOT her fault! it is my fault because she didn't get enough attention but last night i slept in a room with her (that doesn't have stuff she can tear up) and then today i was gone all day shooting and when i came home she was so sad i cried like she wouldn't come up to me, she was thumping her feet at me. it was heartbreaking:( and i think it was because 1) she missed me, 2) she was separated from my cats which i will never do again and 3) the room she was in isn't the room with all her toys in it because she was staying in the basement while my roomates dog was here last week and i just hadn't moved her back upstairs yet because it is difficult to carry rabbits (cause they're prey animals and it puts them in fight or flight) so i was kinda just making the basement her new space while ive been dealing with work stuff. but today i moved her back to my office, (her room) and put a baby gate on the door so the cats cab visit her. normally she has the whole house to herself minus the basement but rn she has to be locked up because of the couch and carpet problem. she has a million toys though now AND the cats and i will spend the night in her room. okay the other problem is that when i get close to her it sounds like her lungs are wheezing like asthma? and i am very stressed about this...i need to get her to the vet asap. now onto the cats... i forgot to restock up on one of my cat's (lua's) favorite treat the past three days, (i literally ordered ubereats just for her special treat tonight because i was too exhausted to go to the store after this shoot tonight...also i was supposed to see friends but ended up just going home cause i was sleepy after the two hour drive and getting home at 9:30pm) but she's been taking her anger out on my OTHER cat Bandaid (he's a senior) and i don't get it because Lua is soooo gentle with Miku and Clementine but is only mean to Bandaid when he is SUCH A SWEET GUY! he doesn't bother anyone all he wants is water! she hasn't been viciously attacking him just like being mean and hissing and swiping. i think part of it too is that i haven't had the time to play with her as much and even tho she plays with Miku and Clemmentine all day i think it stresses her when me/my roomate don't play with her for at least 30 min a day. she'll literally wake me up in the middle of the night crying with her toy to play. the last thing is bandaid is refusing to drink out of his bowl and only drinking out of the sink so i have to leave it dripping ugh! i did order him like a kitty fountain so i hope that works-oh and also he has to go to the vet this week to get a lion cut shave cause he wont let me brush his fur even tho he gets matted. anyways! ;) i bet when you opened Onlyfans you were expecting porn and not some random slut telling you the intimate details of her pet drama but! here you go! bahahaha this is the real life of a 20 year old model that has 4 rescue animals. honestly why am i even talking about this on onlyfans i have an insta account dedicated to my pets anyways 😭if you actually read all of that comment a kitty emoji or something lol:)