Smokin’ my problems awayy. But seriously guys, I’m really f..
Added 2020-09-11 15:50:59 +0000 UTCSmokin’ my problems awayy. But seriously guys, I’m really fucking struggling. I hate bringing negativity to you because I just want to be that happy outgoing person that I am, but life has been hard lately. It’s been hard the past few years. I’m doing my best to remain positive but I just feel like I’m failing everyone around me. I want to be better for myself, family/friends, you guys... I just need love and support, which you have all been wonderful at that. I’m still not working, I’m actually in the process of moving this week. I’ll be renting out a friends furnished basement for a few months until hopefully life gets back on track. I’m a sucker for love, a hopeless romantic, and I definitely realized how much I sacrifice to have those things yet it broke me and it tore my life apart. I’m working on putting those pieces back together and I know it won’t always be this hard. So again, I know I’ve sucked lately and keep filling you with empty promises but your support means everything and I will do everything to be as active as I can here. Honestly, the money helps. I don’t make much anymore but I’ve never struggled like I am now so I’m thankful for this site. And I promise, sooner or later my life will be “normal” and I’ll be the frisky sexy little adventurer you all love to see 😘 Love you guys! Raven 💟
