Sorry I try not to get personal but I'm going threw a really..
Added 2023-07-23 23:38:33 +0000 UTCSorry I try not to get personal but I'm going threw a really dark depression right now I'm having a hard time taking pics I have live streamed every day this month and my knees are so in pain I haven't even made close to my goals and just feel like a failure as some know it's been 3 years since I have ranked on mfc and it's just effecting me in the worst ways imaginable I'm finding it impossible to eat this week I'm waking up crying every day I log on to slow days :( if I give up this time I'm sorry this stupid job u have sacrificed since 18 and not being enough no matter how hard I try live is just effecting my soul I promise I want to be happy I want to be enough :( I just don't know why I'm not my only guess is I'm not skinny enough any more
