PART 2 I wrote to my ex Sasha. He said he went to another c..

PART 2 I wrote to my ex Sasha. He said he went to another city, but I can go to his friends who are now in his apartment. I was in such a state that I couldn't decide what I needed to take with me. I forgot my credit card, but for some reason I took tarot cards, a book on the history of ancient Greece and 3 notebooks. For some reason, I didn't take underwear, a sweater, comfortable shoes. I did not assume that I would return home in 3 months. I walking to the subway I was scared, it seemed that a rocket should arrive here at any second. In the underpass towards the subway, crowds of people were sitting on the floor. I went to the subway for free, people settled at many stations. The subway felt very different. Minibuses did not go, I walked to the suburbs, along the road. A tank with soldiers was coming towards me, I was responding to messages in correspondence. I reached the gathering point of my ex's friends, everyone looked confused. We went to a supermarket in the suburbs, I transferred 500 UAH to canned food by phone. At first, we often bought canned food just in case. I found myself in the company of people, many of whom I had seen a couple of times before. My ex rented a room to Bodya, and later, with him, his girlfriend Anya and boy Pasha, we will spend 3 months together. Before that, we joined the volunteer movement. The restaurant "Fortress" has developed a lot of activity. The volunteers settled there, in the common room, slept on the floor mats. During the day I worked in the kitchen (which I hadn't done before, I don't even like to cook). Peeling potatoes, making sandwiches, etc. I talked to other volunteers incessantly (I'm usually shy and don't talk so much). In the evening and in the morning, I made posts here and on the blog, with much more activity than before. At the same time, I had my period for about a week, I couldn't go to the to ilet normally and lost weight dramatically, my stomach was constantly aching. There was a rumor about nuclear weapons, about the siege of my city. There were loud explosions every night. Bodya said that his family has a house in the Cherkasy region, it is safer there and we can go there. Pasha didn't want to go because he liked volunteering. I played tarot solitaire (the first and last time I used fortune-telling on this trip), "new opportunities" fell out in the option to leave and we decided to go. It took us a long time to get to the village because of roadblocks and frequent stops. When we arrived at the house in the village, I realized that the house is heated from the stove, the water is only in the well. I didn't bring any tools for work, I have almost no things and the Internet catches only on the street. I felt confused and a sense of unreality of what was happening. I thought that when I fell asleep, I would wake up at home. Continued tomorrow…