**OK guys…here is another one. I am about to be in my feels ..
Added 2024-02-12 21:33:01 +0000 UTC**OK guys…here is another one. I am about to be in my feels again, but I want to say something. Thank you in advance for attending my TEDTalk 🤗🤗**
Ever since I lost a lot of weight between 2013 and mid of 2014 my body just doesn’t look the way it looked before. It definitely looks a lot different. I lost about 35 kg in a pretty short amount of time (lost most around at the beginning of 2014 and continued to lose weight up until mid 2023) that my skin is just not very firm anymore. This can happen when losing a lot of weight but I never thought that it would bother me so much after so many years after losing all of this weight. It’s so weird sometimes… I see beauty in pretty much anyone else. I never really thought that anybody’s body or appearance as a whole looked ugly or weird to me. But if I look at myself, I don’t see any of that beauty because I feel shame about my body for not looking like I feel like it should look like. All of this is a mindset thing. So what I do now? Just accept my body as it is. And that doesn’t mean that I don’t try to better things, but it means that I will not try to hide it anymore until one day I might have the body that I wish I had. It’s not everyone’s cup of tea but that’s fine and absolutely normal. Not everybody is my cup of tea either 🤷🏽♀️ I will not be afraid anymore to show my body in poses or from angles that look unflattering to me. I just want to enjoy myself and enjoy my life and enjoy my sexuality and not be controlled by how my weight loss body looks. And that is all ☺️🩷
