Whenever I go through something, I always write about it, to..

Whenever I go through something, I always write about it, to get rid of it in my head. Like a sage burning ritual, only to my brain. I feel like this subject deserved a song, because so many of us can unfortunately relate to loving someone who is addicted to something. Whether it be substance, person or beanie baby addiction, most people need something to relieve the stress of the world. That's why bdsm is so important to me! It's like a great drug with very tolerable side effects. Like persistent bruising on the thighs. :) I've only written plays before, so if anyone sees any formatting issues, please send me a private message. And yes, I sing, but very, very badly. So this may just end up being a poem, but that's okay. Because the sage will be burnt. A True Mistress Intro Orphans of true love, they planned their family. Just three dogs and two world travelers, living wild and free. But, two broken hearts are magnets, and in vicinity, they stick together unyielding, with no space in between. Add some sexual friction and some dopamine, if it makes the sad go away, it must be meant to be. But from the first night, their story was foretold, a Greek tragedy, comedy and drama, never gets old. Verse 1 I really DO like you, he said when they first met, I really DO enjoy the way your mind is bent. I really DO wanna know you, what your all about, let's create together, let our worry out. And on a whim, she embraced him, the wind upon her face, falling from grace. He spun her around, her dancing clown. Laughter ringing, both singing…. At the top of their lungs to their favorite songs and even though they were different, no one was wrong… I really DO love you, he'd say into her back. But when she looked him in the eyes, he would never look back. I really do adore you, I'll never cheat on you. But his mistress was in the bed with them and she didn't have a clue. Chorus Because what he meant by really, really, really DO. Is really I love you baby, I just really love her too. Zan is just my mistress, but you are my boo. She controls my thoughts, but my heart belongs to you. Really I need you baby, I totally swear I DO. But I need my Xanny more, and I think she needs me too. Verse 2 I really do adore you, he'd say as he drank more. His voice never slurring, always running to the store. The lies took their toll on him, when she called him out, but lies just multiply, when the drugs are out. I really DO love you, he'd say again and again. I finally found my person and my best friend. But you can't be friends, with someone your taking from, then your just a user, destined to become… the person that she hated, the men from her past. But she really loves him, and hopes that it lasts. Chorus Because what he meant by really, really, really DO. Is really I love you baby, I just really love her too. Zan is just my mistress, but you are my boo. She controls my thoughts, but my heart belongs to you. Really I need you baby, I swear I do. But I love my Xanny girl, and I think she loves me too. Verse 3 He knew before she did, that they'd never last, that we're all just tragedy and products of our past. But, the lies his mistress told him, the gaslight he couldn't drop. He knew it would all catch up to him,the burden carried was a lot. But, he was always on a run, that's why he couldn't stop! Addicts always on a run. That's why they never stop. Chorus Because what he meant by really, really, really DO. Is really I love you baby, I just really love her too. Xan is just my mistress, but you are my boo. She controls my thoughts, but my heart belongs to you. Really I need you baby, I totally swear I DO. But I love my Xanny girl, and I think you'll love her too. Verse 4 And she said I love you baby, with every part of my heart, but I have no choice, but to be apart. I'll never soothe you like she does, never be the key to your lock. Even when I tell you you're a good boy, kiss your forehead and suck your cock. For a while we were amazing, a lovely power couple. I didn't know I was in, the world's most fucked up thruple. The type of sex we had, was to chase away the sadness. But we fucked so long, the sadness turned to madness. The madness that you feel, when the answers right there, but with a bar between us baby, we'lll never be a pair. Chorus Because, what she meant by, I really really do. Is that I really DO love you, I just don't love her too. She is your leader, and I'm just a fool. But baby…. your mistress is a murderer and someday she'll kill you too. Someday she'll kill you too. Zan is a murderer and someday she'll kill you too.