Had the best freaking weekend. Friday I went to a dungeon pa..

Had the best freaking weekend. Friday I went to a dungeon party, feeling super confident. No social anxiety because I knew at least I'd be around people like me. Ok, a bit of anxiety. But, even if I just stayed for thirty minutes, I was determined. So I drove down to the the city and the space was in a small strip mall with a very discreet sign. Inside it was gorgeous, leather furniture, metal points for tying on EVERYTHING. Red and black was the theme colors and it kind of has this Sci Fi feel to it. Once inside the group was so, so welcoming and I got to speak with many gorgeous women, each with their own kinky story. Then I saw an old friend who had tied me up years ago, so we agreed on a TK Shibari suspension. Which is where your hands are tied behind your back, and your also tied at the waist and legs, then hoisted in the air. It takes an extreme amount of technical skill to tie this way, as when the person tied (me) is in the air, all their weight is on the rope. If you don't know what Shibari is, please Google it. For me, it is the exact point where sex and art combine To get to create with someone, or even just to get to be their muse, is such a rewarding thing. Creating while turned on is the best feeling in the world. So even in the most comfy ties, it starts to hurt eventually. And then it starts to hurt worse. The endorphins come and there's a roar in your ears. I'm on a mountain top and all I can see, hear and feel is wind. I want to stay their forever, never leave that place in my head. Eventually, the grinding of the rope against my ribs reminded me where I was. I moaned and started sweating from the pain and he was wiping my brow and telling me what a good, brave, strong girl I was. And I felt like a brave, strong, girl. Even though it hurt and by the end I was breathing so fast and not sure I could take another minute, I did it. I let myself give complete vulnerability to someone I trusted. I reminded myself that pain is fleeting. I was introduced to a ton of new friends, AND I am still so turned on I can still feel the pheromones leaking out of me.... It was amazing and I bought a 6 month pass and can't wait for a theme night lol. #cosplaykinky #findyourtribe But wait till I tell you about last night.