

I know y’all been wondering and asking …. Why don’t you reply back? Why are you hardly on here? Why radio silent? Well I do work and train. Most of all I’ve been in the dumps. Ya tried talking / attempt to date a guy. Of course, just like the others in the past. The usual pattern again. Two - Three months later of talking / flirting whatever. They fizzle out. They like the newness … when old …. they don’t stick around. Dating is not worth it at this point. I look in the mirror wondering what to change or do. What’s wrong with me. What can I fix? I act the same throughout. I keep the same txt call pattern. I don’t lose my spark for them. But they lose it for me. Trying not to let the smile and sparkle dull…. But it’s hard. ((Purposefully did the photo like this))