Hello! It's been a while since I've given a life update :~) ..

Hello! It's been a while since I've given a life update :~) •A lot of you noticed that I haven't been online as much and this is something I'm actively trying to work on. Since I started working from home in 2021, I've struggled with keeping myself accountable, on top of my depression and anxiety piling on in the last year or so. I've considered trying therapy again, but with the weather warming up and me actively trying to pursue better habits, I should be back to being online every single day soon. **I still want to play with you - dm me and we can schedule a session if need be.** •My mental illness has also caused a hiatus in content production. My partner has been ramping up his hours at his job, so I just haven't been in the mental space to produce content. Another thing that stops me is the constant storage space issues on my phone. Every time I think I have it figured out, it doesn't work out and I end up abandoning the notion all together. ***If anyone knows a good program can offload my iPhone content onto my PC with relative ease, please let me know T_T lol*** •**OF is my only income, and as you can imagine, my earnings have really dwindled the last few months due to my inactivity. I'm not doing great financially. I have about 2-3 months' worth of rent in my checking account. I haven't been able to drive my car since September because I can't afford the repairs to get it smogged.** I don't even wanna discuss my tax situation; I owe the IRS $6,000+ which I will be slowly paying off over time as I catch up. I really hope the government decides to forgive student debt, because I have a good chunk of that too... lol. •I feel like I owe you guys a lot because I just haven't been myself the last few months and I'm not proud of it. When I compare myself to how I was a 1-2 years ago, I get frustrated and disappointed with myself because I'm not where I want to be. But progress isn't linear and I have faith that things will get better for me. If you've read this far, thank you. **I *do* care about my fans a lot and I want to perform better for your you all. Your support means everything. I know I can't solely rely on you to help me get back on my feet, but as long as you can understand, respect and root for me, that's all I can really ask for at this time. Thank you.**