I would like to make an announcement on my inactivity.. So ..
Added 2022-10-11 21:55:49 +0000 UTCI would like to make an announcement on my inactivity.. So as most of you should know, I spent 3 days packing and moving into a new location at the end of August. I spent the majority of September recovering from the burnout of pushing myself past my limits to make sure I had everything done in time for a camping trip I had. September was also a rough month for me mentally, as on top of losing someone who was important to me but turns out they didn't feel the same, I lost additional friends on top of that.. so I've been feeling betrayed by close friends and struggling with these emotions.. On top of that I've also dealt with extra emotional turmoil over having my heart stepped on by some who were also supposed to be important and I just have my trust betrayed over and over again.. so I've been exponentially down bad emotionally and have had the worst time.. (Not to mention even my Birthday was a huge bust and it was the worst day, nothing went accordingly to plan and I'm just having the roughest time right now) Because of how rough September went, I've also struggled this month with trying to recover from all of that and even get my emotions under control but I've been feeling very depressed/even borderline suicidal at time.. so my apologies for being MIA I hope yall can understand and I hope to get ahold of myself soon so I may continue creating content. I was really looking forward to spooky season, and it's just been a huge bust so far and I can't catch a break and it's all so overwhelming and stressful...
