

Guys, I’m sorry to do this. But I can’t bring myself to even edit content, let alone shoot anything new. I badly need a few days to process everything with Betsey. I don’t know if I’ll have my bday stream this weekend or next, I need to see how I’m feeling. Most likely it will be next Saturday, as at this point, I can’t go more than an hour or two without scream-sobbing. I know this is a bizarre ask, but if you find yourself in need of a fap, please scroll through our message history or check out my wall posts, on the off-chance that you see something you like. I can’t afford to not earn anything during my mourning, and even though it’s weird, I assure you it’s okay to get your rocks off to old videos of Happy Haydn. I’ll get back to that point someday 💕