Today is my birthday, and although I don’t much feel like ce..
Added 2023-10-09 23:03:35 +0000 UTCToday is my birthday, and although I don’t much feel like celebrating, it is a day for me to reflect on the beautiful connection I’ve had with my sweet Betsey for the past 11 years. We first found each other when I was entrenched in an incredibly unhealthy relationship - one which undoubtedly would have ended in my demise. Betsey had been abandoned on the side of a highway in an industrial area, and my mom forwarded me an email, asking if I knew of someone who would give her a good home. As soon as I saw her photos, my heart melted, and I snuck off to call my mom to let her know I wanted the dog. I knew I couldn’t allow my ex anywhere near her, as she needed to be surrounded by love. After 2 previously unsuccessful attempts, Betsey gave me the courage to leave, and I never looked back. Were it not for her unconditional love and pure heart, I wouldn’t be here today. 2 days ago, I had to make the incredibly difficult decision to put her to sleep. She’d been battling a rare and aggressive form of cancer, and it wasn’t right to push her any further. Since her diagnosis in June, I have been by her side almost 24/7, to the point that I now don’t know what to do with the solitude. My heart has been aching nonstop since we said our goodbyes, and I know I have a long road ahead of me. But from the bottom of my heart, I will be forever grateful for the love that we shared. I have no doubt in my mind that Betsey gave me a second chance at life. As difficult as it is to be here without her, I owe it to her to get through these hard times, and to continue to share my love and light when I am ready. Goodbye, my sweet angel. I will never forget you 💕
