Hi! I’m going to complain a little bit here so if you don’t ..
Added 2024-06-08 16:46:41 +0000 UTCHi! I’m going to complain a little bit here so if you don’t want to read it, don’t lol!
I had an AWFUL day yesterday, like terrible. I did do some retail therapy after my meeting 😂 huge thank you to (you know who you are) that supported me mentally and little gifts so I can treat myself.💕
Almost got into a car accident, I didn’t see someone and almost took out their car. I didn’t! But they were obviously super pissed and then turned my ride home after my meeting into hell on the highway to the point where I had parked to talk to them. It ended ok but I was just so fed up. I spent the morning arguing with my partner so I was just in a vulnerable state to begin with.
Some hurtful words were exchanged, nothing so much pressed as myself like no name calling or anything like that I just wish my partner was in a better spot mentally but they have a lot of stress and they just kind of blew up. Anyways, given my past with how I was brought up I was verbally abused a lot, so I broke down hard when they were heated (I’m fine, it really wasn’t anything bad) but I break down super easy so I cried for hourssss yesterday.
To sum it up we’ve been focused on our future and he has so much going on he wants to move away, with me, but wants a new job and doesn’t know what they want specially like to get pregnant or where to live or how to live it’s just been a lot and I’m almost 30 and I’m so ready to just settle down that I can’t handle all of this sudden drama. I really am pushing to help them get some therapy though because as much as I want to help, I can’t.
Anyways I’m at work and spending my break talking here so I’m going to head back out and get my stuff down. If I’m a little slow this weekend with responding it’s nothing personal!
I’m going home after work to play a little video game and emotionally eat because that’s what I do lol. 😂 thanks for reading if you made it this far!
