

save for a couple of friends, I've been pretty quiet this week... not just here, on my onlyfans, but outside of it, too. I'm doing my best to my head in a good place and to be actively present here, in this community that I love. existing has been really, really, really difficult. I'm safe. I'm not going to hurt myself. I just have had a lot of days that just disappearing for a while, and not feeling anything, sounded really nice. I'm still here. I'm not suicidal. life is just incredibly heavy right now. thank you for your patience. thank you to my friends, who have checked on me. you've helped me not feel so alone. thank you, for that. it really does mean the world. my anxiety hasn't been bad, but my MDD and c-ptsd have been flaring. hug someone today. tell the people you care about, that you love them. we don't say it enough. I'll be back on tonight. with love, k. 🖤