Added 2024-02-26 12:40:41 +0000 UTC
Sorry and thank you to everyone who sent me birthday wishes yesterday. It wasn't a horrible bday. With me the gifts are amazing don't get me wrong but it's the ones who are supose to love you and mentally be there for you on your birthday. People who are happy you are alive. And yesterday the only people who were haply I was alive were my mom sister grandma and my 2 boys. And while they are the only ones who count. I needed a different type of "connection" yesterday. One that I don't get often. Basically just wanted company from someone who didn't just see me sexually and cared.... I didn't get that.. I guess that's why I do this. Because you people even though I haven't met you some of you make me feel worth the breath the time. And effort it takes and gives me a little.. sometimes a lot of motivation. I'm sorry to youguys for not being online a whole lot yesterday. I was begging for mental love
