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Hiya.
Happy official "get your eggnog ON" season!
So, this is what happened this past week. And I don't want pity, I'm just offering an explanation as to why you haven't heard much from me.
1. I came home Mon night before Turkey Day from a week away in Georgia to host Thanksgiving and host a photographer staying at my house for a week long shoot.
2. That all went fine. Lots of work but if you know how that goes. However, on Sunday night, Pax got sick. He seemed fine and then he wasn't.
3. On monday, my car got hit in a parking lot. A teenager was barreling across and slammed into me right as I pulled in. I'm mostly fine. Car...not so much.
4. On Tuesday it would seem that Pax had a stroke. He died that afternoon. It has been fucking devastating.
5. Loki is now very confused and won't leave the front door or climbs his cage to look out the window (never did that before), he's looking for Pax, waiting for him to come back. He's only ever known him since he's lived here and I'm not exactly sure how to handle it.
Meanwhile, my photographer friend has been here the entire time and we've had to shoot every day, regardless.
So it's been a lot. I haven't been handling all of that very well.
That's all. I just wanted to give you a heads up. I don't know if it's because I'm an "all in" person emotionally that things like this hit me so hard or if it's because I don't have kids, I'm not sure. But the loss of a pet tends to cripple me for a while. Pax was my foster and he was only supposed to be here for a few months. They didn't expect him to live very long.
Apparently he had other plans. He was here for a year and a half...he kind of blossomed with better food, some supplements, CBD oil and lots of attention. Plus he got his very own puppy. :)
Anyway, that's what's been going on...it's why I didn't do the podcast this week (plus Ray is sick) and it's why I've been quiet. That's also why I'm the only house on my entire street that doesn't have Christmas lights out.
I'm so behind with everything.
On the flip side, I have a lot of new content to put up that I think you will really like.
Thank you for being patient with me, my life is always like a crazy roller coaster it seems. The highs are high and the lows are low and they do affect me. With bipolar disorder, they affect my energy levels as well.
I'm deeply grateful for the people who stick with me through for the ride.
More than you know.
❤️