TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Hey everyone I’m sure everyone has noti..
Added 2023-04-27 12:37:23 +0000 UTCTRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ Hey everyone I’m sure everyone has noticed I’ve taken a HUGE step back from sex this past year or so.. the relationship I was in caused a HUGE dent in my confidence and my mental. I was being abused and screamed at everyday. He was constantly calling me ugly being told things like “I don’t look at you when I fuck your because your ugly.” and going after my insecurities everytime I did something he didn’t like calling me things like a sloth. I would get yelled at and blamed if there traffic and he was in a mood. I was slapped in the face, he has slammed my phone in my head causing it to bust open, he would pinch me if there was people around and he was mad at me. He would threaten to beat my ass where I stood and then he would wanna have sex because me being scared turned him on. Throw lot blunts at my face. I got called a stupid fucking bitch more times then I could count . Dismissed and so much more. All of this really took a toll on me mentally and physically. Hurt my confidence . So I stopped taking as many pictures and videos . I hated looking at myself. I was nothing but anger and sadness . HOWEVER this being said, I did end up leaving him and am on my journey to healing and recovering. And will be back to filming.
