Even though I post photos of my naked body online and appear..
Added 2024-08-08 02:59:53 +0000 UTCEven though I post photos of my naked body online and appear confident while doing so, I (like most people) struggle daily with my body image. Today was one of those days where I just felt totally insecure in everyday clothing, never mind completely naked. So instead of hiding from my insecurities I’m going to acknowledge them head on.
I feel fat and out of shape, I’ve never been a skinny dude but I feel like the last few years the small amount of muscle definition I once had has disappeared. Which is frustrating since I take better care of my body now than I did 5 years ago. Also like most men I feel insecure about the size of my penis. I know statistically my penis is not small but unfortunately culture today has brainwashed men into feeling like a lesser person unless you are hung like a horse. In addition the recent increase to my body size/increase to pubic fat pad has not helped with this insecurity as it makes my penis look smaller in comparison against my body, especially when taking photos or looking in the mirror.
Never the less even though I did not feel “hot” or “sexy” today I pushed myself to try to take some x-rated photos and try to embrace my own body. So instead of just watching some porn and jerking off like I do most nights I spent over an hour slowly undressing and exploring my own body while taking some photos until I was finally in a state of confidence and arousal with my own body.
Anyways here are my favourite set of photos from tonight once I was finally comfortable and aroused… I’ll be honest I didn’t like how pale I looked with natural white lighting so I stuck with the red light in the background but otherwise I’m really proud that I spent some time this evening exploring my body again and learning to love even the most “unattractive” parts of myself.
This may not be the most healthy way to conquer my insecurities, but I didn’t feel like spending another night hiding in bed with these negative thoughts.
Would love to hear any suggestions you have on how you have learned to love your body.
