So life isn't being my friend right now. I have had some bad..
Added 2021-07-16 19:53:39 +0000 UTCSo life isn't being my friend right now. I have had some bad experiences with guys for the past few years and so I really tried with this new guy. Told him we needed to talk for awhile before I could meett. What my exes had done to hurt me (abandon me, cheat, lie etc). He texted me everyday. He was kind, supportive, patient and considerate. He wanted to film content with me. Well last night he stood me up on our first date. I waited at the restaurant for 30 minutes and when I confronted him over message, he blocked me. And my girlfriend (this was on FetLife). He said his phone had been having issues and a new one was coming. Either he planned this, chickened out or was cheating. Either way it was really demoralizing especially since I had a huge fight with my roommate the night before and decided I needed to find a new place to live. He knew that. And before anyone says I didn't vet him. I did. HARD. Asked him a million questions and he said all the right things. Was kind, considerate and patient. I'll be fine but it really fucking hurt. I'll do my best to post but I'm really struggling right now. I understand if people decide not to re-up cause I can't produce as much content as I normally do right now. But I'm also trying really really hard. Life is just kicking my ass right now.
