Long read ahead! TLDR: Disappearëd but now I’m back :) *** ..
Added 2023-11-24 22:21:47 +0000 UTCLong read ahead! TLDR: Disappearëd but now I’m back :) *** Hey guys. So some of you may have noticed that I l’ve been gone. And if you did, I’m sorry that I haven’t been responding. The past week has been one of the worst weeks I’ve ever had. It bröke me. I’ve been going back and forth between disappearïng into the night and trying to recover. I’ve had so many chëmicals flowïng through my body and I just had no energy for anything other than the bare minimum 💔 So I took some time off. Somebody told me that it’s best that I rest for a bit and still be here rather than keep focusing on my job and disappearïng forever. Honestly, I’m not sure the time off really did anything. I kept having flashbäcks to what happened. And I still feel useless. But I guess it felt kinda nice to just be a normal person again. No responsibilities, no deadlines, and no working my ass off. Just me, slïce of life anïme, and my stuffïes hehehe 💖🧸✨ Anyways, I’ve decided that I’m just going to keep moving forward. I can’t change what happened. And while my plans for life has been thrown into the sky, it also means that I’m free to go any direction! Whatever happens, happens! Maybe I’ll travel the land and have an adventure! Maybe I’ll get to know some wacky new friends on the way! Perhaps I’ll even find a pure, safe love!!! 🥺❤️🩹✨ Well no matter what I do, it makes me happy knowing that you’ll be right by my side!! And even if I still can’t smile the way I used to, I know that together, I’ll find the happiness I used to have!! I’ll find a better one!! The best one!! I’m going to find the most mega natural genuine ultimate smile!! 😁💚✨ So stay with me okay? And I know that thanksgiving already passed. But from the deepest parts of my heart, Thank you, truly. You’ve given me love and support. You’ve given me a reason to live. Without you, I wouldn’t be able to keep going. I am genuinely grateful to have you in my life. I hope that wherever you are, you are happy. You deserve it. I love you, darlin’ 🥺❤️🩹✨
