

Here’s an old picture of probably the last time I actually felt okay. I’m normally very thick skinned and don’t really give two shits about what people say about me or feel about me. That’s their problem, not mine. But lately I’ve been receiving some very hard criticism for me and I’ll leave it at that. I don’t feel very…..anything really. I’ve felt a lot of feelings recently that I haven’t felt since I was years younger than I am now. It’s hard for me to want to keep this going for you guys. It’s hard for me to not hear the things I’ve heard on repeat when I look in the mirror. I don’t know why I’m making this post. I guess I just need some nice words or a reminder that not everyone is vicious.