Ivy-lutions! Lol pics from between 18-20 and then pics from ..

Ivy-lutions! Lol pics from between 18-20 and then pics from last year 📸 Random big thought dump ahead don’t mind me, totally cool to scroll past and see pics of my butt instead of reading me rambling~ I didn’t plan on it being this long, I just wanted to write out my thoughts sorry lol 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 🖤🖤🖤 Though I do my best to fool you guys into thinking I’m a sex robot that runs on Red Bull and bags of shredded lettuce, I’m unfortunately a human being which means that, just like you, I have changed since I became an adult. Did you know I first signed up for a cam site because I couldn’t afford a string cheese my freshman year of uni?! Now I could buy like… six of them. 🧀 With change comes the understanding that there will be triumphs, highs and lows, and mistakes. I am very, very proud of the growth I’ve seen in myself in the almost decade I’ve been naked online and I’m **really** happy with the person I am today! But there are things I regret and don’t want to be reminded of, and it’s been weighing on me more than usual lately. I feel very bad for anyone reading this without context LMAO, but I’ve been noticing a strong influx of followers/subscribers talking to me about this kind of content lately and wanted to just write out my thoughts. 💭 My time doing porn (more specifically fetish? spreading? putting weird things in there?) was NOT enjoyable in any way and I wish I could go back in time and talk to 20yo Ivy. *”Porn agents are not your friends and they see you and your vulnerability and naïveté as something to exploit! Doing these things will haunt you for the rest of your life! Stop wearing the shade of foundation that makes you look yellow!”*, Current Ivy would say. *”Lol ok daddy fuck me harder!”*, Past Ivy would say while rolling her eyes, seeing as she is 20 years old and doesn’t have the ability to think critically. Please be mindful that I have moved forward and don’t want to be reminded/asked about content that I feel detached from and brings up painful memories. **That Ivy is gone and she’s never coming back. Please respect that.** She took all the various items she was paid to put inside of her and flung herself into a black hole with them, never to be seen again 🌌✨☄️ The Ivy I am today makes cute porn that fulfills her creatively and sexually and doesn’t have any interest in wasting your time if you don’t like the fact that she’s in control of herself and what she makes ‪♡‬ I get to plan out ideas, write scripts, play with colors and moods, and be as dirty as I want and get as into the video as humanly possible. I know it’s just porn realistically but I really enjoy being able to have fun with it ‪👩🏻‍🎨 Being able to genuinely, truly love what I make for my subscribers is likely the best thing that’s ever happened to me and **I am so grateful for each and every one of you that supports me and my content.** I wish I could hug every single one of you!! For now please just accept my virtual hug. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you so much for reading if you made it to the end and if you fell asleep, please wake up, you left the stove on. 🔥