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This weekend i got to spend time with my grandparents and my..

Added 2017-04-30 23:22:16 +0000 UTC

This weekend i got to spend time with my grandparents and my parents. A little about me.. My parents divorced when i was 15 and my real dad is a shit bag. My step dad is the most amazing father i could ever ask for, he taught me how to drive.. And how to defend myself. So i call him my dad. I dont see my grandparents often because they are back home in Michigan. I brought my dog coco and it was so great to see my papa play fetch with her. It was so nice to cook a meal with my grandmother. On the drive home "picture" by sheryl crow and kid rock came on and both my mother and I started singing. I sensed she thought I was sad when she reached back and held my hand. I am going through a grieving process of many things all at once and she knows this. When the song was over I realized there were tears streaming down her face and i knew. So to make her feel better I said "gosh i havent heard that song in a long time, i love it." And she turned to me and said "im so glad to hear you say that.. I was trying to pull the sadness out of you, i hurt for you." That killed me. My parents know how much all of this netflix drama has affected me, along with being newly single and trying to figure out where im going to live.. I dont want my parents to hurt because i hurt. I dont think many people understand what it feels like to have your privacy ripped away from you, when you're already vulnerable. To feel like you already share so much of yourself.. But it still wasnt enough for people. I have had a lot of time to think being back home and surrounding myself with my family. I think im going to delete all of my social media with the exception of my onlyfans account. This is going to become the only platform you will be able to access my content for this cheap. So take advantage of it and also help by supporting me. I love you guys. Thank you so much ❤️ ALSO ❤️ please let me know what you want to see more of.. I have some GG videos and BG videos i can upload on here 😌