


The last warm days are outside, but I have absolutely no desire to leave the house.
It seems like I’m about to set a new personal record.
I’ve been spending a lot of time reflecting lately.
Thinking about what has changed over this summer? A lot, actually, except that I still haven’t quit smoking.
But I like the smoke. Smoking is like lighting a small fire. But in reality, I’m burning myself, for the sake of nothing.
So far, no nervous breakdowns have occurred. I’m glad to notice that ideas for collages are slowly coming to me. For example, here's one of the latest ones I’ve been working on. I haven’t come up with a title for it yet. It was definitely inspired by Nietzsche’s "Übermensch," and the meaning was as follows:
The search of superhuman lasts as long as we can document our history and beyond. I’m my opinion the motive for it was fear. Fear of predators, nature and death in general. There was always the demand to be bigger, stronger, more durable. But lately, as humanity walked into ages of prosperity and world domination we tend to search for another qualities in superhumans. Intelligence, ability to calculate our deeds and others for the outcome we desire.
But, the true nature of power lies in the fact that the intelligence is a dead end. And the fate of the universe is predetermined by the Big Bang itself and where this explosion launched the ambers that formed you and me