I'm sitting on the train… I'm going to the mountains. This i..
Added 2023-09-17 15:25:42 +0000 UTCI'm sitting on the train…
I'm going to the mountains. This is another reason why I love Poland, because at any time you can take a bus and go to the mountains or to the sea.
A couple of hours and you're there.
It was a very spontaneous decision. Yesterday I walked down the street and could hardly drag my feet. I felt so bad and depressed, I didn’t sleep a wink all night. There are the same questions in my head, endlessly repeating and eating me up from the inside.
Permanent feeling of anxiety.
You know, that feeling when you have butterflies in your stomach. When you go to take an exam or before an important event, you experience this feeling in your stomach. So these butterflies have not left me for three days now. I hurt all my fingers from anxiety.
And so I’m walking down the street and in my head I’m literally screaming “universe, give me a sign.” Literally a couple of minutes on the Internet I see a picture that says “In the mountains you can find answers to all questions.”
It was as if a small electric shock had pierced my chest. I realized that this was probably the sign I asked for.
And now I’m already dragging my body to the station.
Hooray! The train ticket is also at a discount, great! And here I am sitting on the train. I don't know what answers I should find, but I really hope that it will become easier for me…
