Hello my friends! My life is a continuous roller coaster. ..

Hello my friends!
My life is a continuous roller coaster.

I'll start my story with the fact that last week a film appeared on the net about the protests in my country where I come from.

Let me remind you for those who may not be in the know and subscribed to me not long ago: I am from Belarus in 2021, I had to emigrate to Poland for obvious reasons.
I think that all of you follow the news in the world and know about the events in Belarus in 2020. So, I left and started life anew, in a foreign country. Starting from scratch is always hard. It is especially difficult to be an emigrant when you realize that you are not expected anywhere and no one needs you.

Well ... I am grateful to fate that I am safe and I had the strength and opportunity to leave.

Last week, a film about the events of 2020 appeared on the network. A wave of indignation of people who remained in Belarus for some reason swept through the Internet. They are worried about their safety, because this film shows the faces of thousands of Belarusians who participated in the protests...

Three years have passed, but the authorities are still "hunting" for people who do not agree with the state. I will not go into details, if you are interested we can always talk about it in private messages.
A few days later, the video was removed from access, but unfortunately it was downloaded by the authorities involved in “catching” people who disagree with the state. Blinded by happiness from such a “catch”, they proudly declared that they would identify all people on the video and initiate criminal cases.
And of course, I got on the video about 4 times…

I do not know what awaits me at home now. My family stayed there and I'm afraid for them. I don't know when we can see each other next. I don't know when I will be able to see my mother and grandmother. I don't know what's waiting for me now. I'm just waiting.
Every time I answer calls from my father with a tremor in my hands. I'm afraid to hear bad news on the other end of the line. I'm afraid to hear something about my grandmother or that I won't be able to come to my house anymore. At least until the government changes...