In general, I thought that I would write a new text with my ..
Added 2023-07-10 00:16:59 +0000 UTCIn general, I thought that I would write a new text with my stories and thoughts, but fucked up happen with my health… I don’t want to write anything ... I just want to die so that this pain ends ...
To be brief, I have chronic cystitis in an acute form of exacerbation. And now for the fifth day the pills do not help me. It is now two in the morning and I cannot sleep because of the wild pain and the constant feeling that I want to go to the toilet. It seems to me that a little more and my kidneys will fail. I try to get a little distracted and write just the whole stream of thoughts that comes to mind. Tomorrow morning I go to the doctor for a checkup.
Plus, I have allergies. I do not know what it is connected with.
But I feel terrible. I can't draw or do my usual things. For the 4th night in a row I have been suffering from insomnia. Because of this, I have a lot of anxiety and stress. I'm going crazy.
When I have stress, it is accompanied by convulsions. Therefore, as you understand, sometimes I catch cramps in the body.
This is a killer cocktail.
Cystitis is a very disgusting disease. I don't want anyone to experience this...
