

Hi guys. 😘 *Story* 📍I will say a few words about my conditi..
Added 2021-11-10 17:07:51 +0000 UTCHi guys. 😘 *Story*
📍I will say a few words about my condition: I still feel sick, I have a fever, my body aches, plus a cough and a runny nose. I didn’t do the test, so I don’t know this is covid or not. Plus I noticed that I became very irritable. It doesn't work - to be productive and active. Therefore, I will not whine, but rather tell you a story 💩👽
These days, my fond memories of сhildhood save me. They always save me. When I return to my сhildhood, where I was infinitely happy and free.
You have noticed that very often in life there are moments that seem completely ordinary to us. We do not feel happy, they are ordinary. But after a while we understand that these were the moments that were the happiest, because they come back to us in the form of nostalgia.
All my сhildhood, as far as I can remember, I was lonely. I went to the village with my granny and I don’t have friends, but I never suffered about it. I was incredibly happy. I rode a bicycle, ran through the fields, played ball, climbed garages, caught butterflies, went to the river, stole radishes from neighboring beds. I did everything that сhildren of my age did, but only alone. And I didn't feel sad at all. ☺️ I always knew what to do.
And I really miss those times.
How I want to go back there for at least one day and do my usual сhildren's affairs.
Wake up at 5 in the morning, to the crowing of roosters. Run out into the yard, see a beautiful sunrise. Then run to the kitchen, and there granny has already prepared pancakes with jam. 🤤
Then I took my bicycle and rode aimlessly. I drove along the fields, humming songs to myself. I remember the sand was so hot, but I loved walking barefoot so much. I miss these times so much.
Now I am so tired of adulthood, tired of being sick, tired of being responsible for everything, tired of controlling everything, tired of paying the bills.
I want to go there for eternal сhildhood. I want to go where life was real 🖤
It saves me, because I know that real life exists, you just need to dig it out. Dig up from the heap of problems and of adult life…
Would you like to be a сhild for a little while and spend time with me in my village?