

Today is a very sad mood. Some kind of apathy. Black bar, I don't know. I want to write something, but I can't. There are so many thoughts in my head and they all fly by and fall into the void. Even for a moment I can’t catch on to them and understand what I’m thinking about.
No appetite. But you need to eat, through force.
The only thing that I paid attention to today is that I very clearly and clearly realized that childhоod was over. I've always understood this, but when does it happen? At what point do you become an adult? To understand this thing - is one, to be aware of something completely different.
I realized that I am an adult, I am no longer a сhild. And сhildhood will never return. There will never be this carefree time when you look at the world through a pure prism. You perceive everything as it really is. At what point do we become adults?
Today is August 29, 2021 and probably today I realized that I am an adult 😔