Hello everyone. You already know that I couldn't leave bec..

Hello everyone.

You already know that I couldn't leave because I was waiting for one document, without which I could not cross the border. I wanted to go by car ,because I have a lot of personal belongings and cats.

Every day for 3 months I was waiting for this document. I moved in with friends. I thought that I would live with them for a week, but everything dragged on for a month. I could fly away at any time by plane. But our state has done everything possible to make it difficult for people to leave the country.

Plane tickets were VERY expensive. I cannot afford to buy this. Plus I still needed to buy tickets for my cats. Therefore, the option with an airplane was postponed. And I waited every day. The guy who did the documents for me stopped communicating. He just took my money and did half of the paperwork. I was so upset. I don't remember the last time I was so sad for such a long time. I ended up getting tired of waiting. I sat motionless for a month. My visa just burned out.

I decided to buy plane tickets. And lo and behold, when I went to the site, I saw a ticket for March 1, twice cheaper. It was still expensive, but cheaper than other tickets. I decided to buy. I was a little upset because I had already spent enough money from what I had saved up for the move. I couldn't completely feel good. But a feeling of lightness came to me. I was glad that the wait was over and that I would leave here on March 1 at 15.00.

I started to take things apart again, because I can take a limited number of things on the plane. I packed everything up. I signed up for a covid test. I signed up for a veterinary clinic. I tuned in. Do you know what happened next? This guy called me and said that my document was ready.

I don't know how to describe my rage. You have no idea how angry I am. I spent so much money yesterday on tickets and cannot get them back! I can't even cry. My tears flow inside. I thought it was some kind of sign that I shouldn't leave here. Why is it so hard? Why are there so many problems? I just want to get out of here.

Guys, tell me? What am I doing wrong? I’m going crazy. Today I vomited from being so nervous for the past month. I really want to tell you something good, but I just can't. Some kind of invisible rope strangles me with all its might. I am already suffocating from this despair. I am waiting for the day when I can exhale. When I can share something good ...

P.S No, though. Today there is something good. Today I'm on the main page on SUICIDEGIRLS 😋

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