Hi guys. You know, it's so good that I have an "electronic..
Added 2021-01-19 18:00:50 +0000 UTCHi guys.
You know, it's so good that I have an "electronic diary" here. I can speak out. I've been a little tired lately. Tired of my move. Due to problems with documents. I've been so nervous these last days. I sleep badly. I literally force myself to do something. No strength to respond to messages. No strength to take photos and other content. I can’t draw...
Every day I resolve issues with documents. I get the impression that this country does not want to let me go. Difficulties appear every day. My hands are already down... It seems to me that this is someone's joke. Not a funny joke.
I watch in horror how my activity here falls. On my instagram, Twitter, everywhere... I have almost no orders for my paintings. But I can't do anything about it. Because I have no strength. I was emotionally burned out.
Every day I face new challenges about the move. As if this is a bureaucratic... sleep. Terrible sleep. All this fuss is exhausting me. I didn't think it was that difficult. I try to force myself to do something other than this. But I can't.
I just want to do what I like. I want to paint. I want to take new photos for you. And tell you some good story of my life. I want to share something good. But I have no strength at all. I've been writing this for the second day already 😭😭😭 I know I can handle it. But now it seems to me that it drags on forever. And it never ends...
I feel like a piece of shit. Sorry for the bad words. But these are the best words. They define me so precisely now.
I hope you enjoy my little video. Good evening to you ❤️ hug everyone, thank you for listening to my whining.
