Hello everybody! I hope your holidays went well 😇 You were v..
Added 2021-01-02 18:00:54 +0000 UTCHello everybody! I hope your holidays went well 😇 You were very interested in my move. Thank you very much for worrying about me ❤️
So far, nothing has been heard with my documents. In theory, I was supposed to leave on January 24th. I gave money and documents to the guy who does this, but so far he is silent. I hope this is due to the holidays. And in a couple of days he will give me an answer so that I could move on. I'm still worried.
Yesterday I was standing on the balcony, looking out the window and for a minute it seemed to me that the whole world was dead. There was such an eerie silence on the street. It was very empty. I experienced anxiety. And I felt a little lonely. And I thought that when I move these feelings will not disappear anywhere. I cannot run away from myself. And I felt so sad. I tried to banish these thoughts, but I couldn't. I guess I'm just scared. Because this is something new to me. I understand that nothing has happened yet. But I’m already running a lot of scenarios in my head:
What if I can't find a job?
What if it will be difficult for me to learn the language?
What if I can't pay the rent?
What if something happens to my cats?
These thoughts are killing me.🤯 I Can't stop thinking about it sometimes. Fear is so destructive to us...
❓Do you have fears? Share (if you want)
What are you afraid of? I don't mean phobias. Maybe something deeper?
