Many have asked how I got depressed. What happened.? I hav..

Many have asked how I got depressed. What happened.?

I have always been a cheerful person, I had many friends, I wanted to go to a theater college. I loved performing on stage and was always very sociable. But one day I met a guy. Hahah yeah, my depression was because of love.

My boyfriend was a very rude person. He often offended me, pointed out my shortcomings (which I did not know about before). He told me bad things. Sometimes he was kind and then I was happy. But more often he was very rude. He mocked me morally. And I have changed a lot. I cried constantly, I was on my nerves. He often cheated on me. I could not leave him because I was very y0ung and very in love. He was good at manipulating. Only after a while I realized that I was in an addicted relationship. Have you heard such a term? I felt very bad in this relationship, I slowly killed myself. But i could not leave. In addition, I had problems in my family (but I don’t want to talk about that). This also affected my condition. This guy was constantly breaking up with me, yelling at me, he was very rude.

We've been in a relationship for 5 years. And he left me this time for good. I was very depressed. There was so much resentment in me. I was going crazy. I climbed the walls in pain and despair.

After I coped with depression, after a while, I began to understand that he was innocent. During this period of my life, there was a turning point for me as a person. And I am also grateful to him for that. He did a lot of good things for me. You just start to understand it only after a while.

We met after a long time and he asked for forgiveness from me for the fact that he did act not beautifully with me and deceived me. He even wanted to start all over again, but I did not agree. At that time, I did a great job on myself and did not want to go back there.

I learned a lesson from all this. Everything that is not done is done for the better. And after a while you understand it. No matter how hard it is for you now, you need just to look back and understand that everything is passing! 💪🏼❤️

Do you remember your first love? how it was?