Okey, I finally found the time to make a longer update post...

Okey, I finally found the time to make a longer update post.... First of all, thank you all so so much for the nice words and tips under the last post I made. I kinda just wanted to vent a little bit about this frustrating experience that came at the worst time possible, but I didn't expect at all, that some of you would care so much and give me so much support, it definitely is very reassuring that stuff like this is the exception and I have otherwise amazing fans!😭
Now a quick update on what is happening in my life and why I struggled to answer messages and make very consistent and innovative content in the last month.
So as my long time fans know I am working on a big movie project since before I even started my Onlyfans. This movie was finally finished this week, but as it usually goes the final spurt took a lot of energy and cost me a lot of stress and working hours in the last few weeks. Next to that, I still haven't finished my studies and I am in my very last semester that I am allowed to do, I only have a few small projects left now, but finishing these last projects will take some time and stress again in the next 2 weeks. Besides that I moved countries last year, still worked as a wedding photographer and did music videos occasionally and my Onlyfans just grew and grew and didn't really allow me to take a break. And I do have to admit that all of this together was just a little bit too much to handle at times and I really was close to the point of burning out completely.
Around a year ago I was already dreaming about how much easier and more enjoyable this job will be and how much more time I can put in it when I finally finish this movie and my studies and I was talking about how this will happen pretty soon. I still progressed with my content and constantly did new things and invested in new equipment, but I was super far off with my estimation that all of my side projects will be done soon. Now a year later I can finally and truthfully say that this will be the case very soon!
There is still a lot to deal with in this moment, just this past week I burried the family dog that I grew up with, had to fix my broken car for days with the help of my dad because it would have been way too expensive to do it at a car workshop, my phone that is super important for this work just froze and is stuck in a bootloop since a few days which makes it unusable and all of this while I had to finish my movie and organize the movie premiere that was held 2 days ago and there is 3 more showings of the movie in the next few weeks, that have to be organized! The point is, I sadly just can't promise that from tommorow on there will be amazing and innovative content every 2-3 days again, to deal with all of this and get clear in my head it will definitely still take me a few weeks... but I will give my best to not let you down and still do as much as I can.
But looking just a little further, around february will be the first time that Onlyfans is the only thing I have to work on and I have already so many ideas in my head that I will finally be able to bring to life! I truely think, that you can expect kind of a new era of this page very soon and I am super excited about all the amazing content I will do for you!
I am sorry to use this as my diary a little bit, because I don't think many of you want to read super long texts here, but I just hope that I can show you a little more of the human that is behind this face and body and I also think it really is worth it to tell you about what is coming soon!
Thanks again to all of you for your amazing support and encouraging words over the last year, because even though this is a lot of work too, I couldn't have done any of the other stuff if I wouldn't have this job that gave me so much financial security and stability + a lot of self confidence that helps me so much with managing everything at once without breaking down.
I truely am just thankful from the bottom of my heart❤️