So I get a lot of questions of where I've been, why haven't ..
Added 2023-11-07 06:22:09 +0000 UTCSo I get a lot of questions of where I've been, why haven't I been posting so much. The truth is life is happening. While I've made a little bit of money off of only fans and streaming it's not enough for a career. I appreciate everybody who's purchase my content or donated money to me in any way shape or form. It really does mean a lot that you supported me in doing this that I do on the internet. Truth is I did a lot of this for fun. Lately I've been trying to get my life and more of an orderly fashion. Overall and in general my life isn't that bad. I'm not homeless I'm not going hungry and I have a consistent form of income in my day job. At the moment I'm focusing on saving up enough money to get my name legally changed in my gender marker legally changed. Apparently bureaucracy requires money. it requires me to work my day job way more often. I've also been attempting to make more meaningful relationships with people. In relationships I mean plutonic relationships as friends and possibly future romantic relationships. Honestly, I don't have very many IRL friends. My two best friends live hundreds and thousands of miles away from me. Well those friendships are very meaningful and important to me I would also like to have more friendships that I can just drive over to their house because I'm bored. And honestly in 2023 I feel like people have forgotten how to talk to each other. I've been just out here living. I'm turning 37 years old on the 10th of November and making adult content it's very hard to compete with the 20-something girls who around here hustling the same way that I used to. It's an extremely saturated market. I just don't feel like I can compete and put out content that's quality enough to ask people for their hard-earned money to see. If you've read this far I appreciate it. I'm not like quitting or anything but most of my uploads from now on will be just whenever I feel like it. Thanks for reading my thoughts and hope everybody has a great day..
