This is the happiest and healthiest that Iβve felt in my entire life β¨ itβs been a long and difficult journey but I just feel so grateful to be here π₯Ί Iβve been focusing a lot on myself lately and figuring out what *I* truly need. I am a recovering people pleaser and it is such a weird place to be, I feel guilty all the time for saying no - or asserting my boundaries - but it also feels like the right thing to do. So Iβm just here acknowledging to all of you how uncomfortable it is π How can something feel so bad but also sooo good at the same time??? Itβs like anal sex ππππ