

This isn’t a sexy post, it’s a terribly honest one. That was your trigger warning for uncomfortable medical stuff! In early September, I went into a plastic surgeon for a breast lift and implants - some personal sculpting. I had high hopes for a glorious outcome and started prematurely posting about it here. Less than two weeks after the surgery, I started experiencing complications. Necrosis developed on the left side, and on both sides, the seams opened up. There was a week or two I was terrified I might lose my favorite nipple and it will be a while before I know if it still works - at the moment it’s a bit folded up and numb. For someone who has been fortunate to never have any medical issues, this rare scenario never seemed possible until it was happening to me. As much as I hated to undo the work I went through hell to get done, for safety, I had the implants removed and I’ve been healing ever since. I’m much smaller on top than when I went in and it will take some reconstructive efforts before I feel comfortable fully topless again. It has been a MAJOR bummer and pretty traumatic to go through. I’m not quite done feeling sorry for myself, but the more I heal the more my energy is returning. I’ve been starting to feel more playful again at least and missing Onlyfans and our conversations. Although it’s frustrating not to be able to use my upper body, maybe it will encourage me to be more creative here!