I’m feeling better physically lately but still incredibly an..
Added 2020-12-16 01:53:45 +0000 UTCI’m feeling better physically lately but still incredibly and worryingly low mentally. I’ve settled on working out enough to drop down to a HH cup again if possible. It will open up just enough brands for me to have plenty of styles to shoot for content. I’m not feeling happy that I will come out of isolation and just be hit with a wave of shifts and work to do. But I have closed the bnb temporarily which breaks my heart because hosting is my real love. Now no new guests can book (but the pre booked ones) until February minimum. I’m just sick of working so so hard and for minimum appreciation and for paying their bills but be constantly belittled and moaned at I just can’t take the mental battering. Something big will have to start changing if they want me back
