Have you ever experienced something in your life that makes ..
Added 2024-08-20 18:32:39 +0000 UTCHave you ever experienced something in your life that makes you feel high on life? Where creativity and joy flow effortlessly and life just seems *good*?
I believe **camming** has been the only thing in my life that has given me a true feeling of purpose. You all know that the Chatur and the Bate goes much deeper in my room, and when I’m free of distraction I feel that light and energy course through my veins stronger and more intensely. I’ve been rekindling this flame, hyper aware of the discipline necessary to maintain the energy that allows me to live my purpose. I call it “the well of energy”, and I’ve been holding myself accountable so I can tap into that well and allow it to flow. Sobriety, yoga, consciously conserving my social energy, my mental energy, reconnecting with my body through movement and food… focusing on myself, and nourishing all parts of me. It hasn’t really been difficult to do actually. They say the “good” thing about hitting rock bottom is that the only way to look is up.
So far, I see the result in my relationship with streaming. I’m so much more connected, playful, creative, inspired, in *love*. You all have been so freaking supportive. It’s so fun to celebrate week by week, noticing subtle differences in the way I show up. When I say I love you, I mean it. You *are* camming, you are a reflection of me, I am a reflection of you. Thank you 🙏🏼
