LIFE UPDATE ---------------------- I had a fight with Prince..
Added 2024-04-21 17:24:51 +0000 UTCLIFE UPDATE ---------------------- I had a fight with Princess Diamonds. (I'm not going to share the details...) but we decided it was best that she took a break from working at the store. Atleast untill she feels better. So for the last week, I worked at the store mostly all by myself. Specially in the weekend. This was very difficult and very exausting. I am very very tired. But I am also very happy with everyone I got to know. So many amazing people. My biggest memory so far was an older, bigger guy who was really sad because he wanted to feel feminin and look feminin but he felt like he was too old and too ugly. So I did a quick little transformation to make him realize nothing is impossible. And he cried from happyness. That makes it all worthwhile. I'm also struggling abit with myself. This might sound strange to you but I don't think I look good as a girl sometimes. Sometimes I am very excited about my progress and sometimes I am scared that I won't look feminin enough. You only see the best side of me. Photos with good light and good angles you know.. haha. I don't know... it's stupid. This entire HRT process is confusing me a lot. It's probably messing with my emotions a lot.. To be continued... Sissy Joyce
