[Long post] A “funny” thing is that i’m actually living kind..
Added 2023-06-18 21:51:06 +0000 UTC[Long post]
A “funny” thing is that i’m actually living kind of a double life, like Hannah Montana kind of a thing.
What I mean is that I’m doing OF and I have my social media all about me and bodyhair with quite a lot of followers at this point, but in my personal life or my personal socials, I have been hiding the fact that I have bodyhair.
People who have seen me in real life, like my family, close but also less close friends - know, because they either saw it or I told them (I don’t have a problem telling eye to eye when it gets to that topic), but people who briefly know me or know me but just haven’t seen me in a long time have no idea.
It happens to be that way because 1) I just didn’t care about my personal socials, there’s not many people there and when I started doing OF and all this, I didn’t post anything to my personal ones for more than a year 😅 I just didn’t care, but now
I’ve had this urge to post a photo with my bodyhair visible just so that I won’t have this “suprise” moment with someone who will see me randomly and well… I don’t know, but I don’t like suprises or awkward situations even though I probably shouldn’t really care..
If I show it online, everyone, who doesn’t like who I am, has a chance to unfollow and no hard feelings from me at all for that, but at least no suprises 😅
Anyway, I was gonna post it there today but I wasn’t able to. Like it became harder once I was about to actually do it. Maybe it’s a paradox because I love showing myself - my bodyhair - myself with bodyhair 😂 on here or my hairy fairy socials but then again, it’s easier because.. All of you like it and those who don’t.. I mean, why should I care about a Jimmy from Antarctica who doesn’t like my bodyhair 😂
But I feel different with people who know me.
I’m kinda mad/sad over the fact that I even have to go through these feelings to be honest. I mean, i’m mad that it is such a unusual and not easily accepted thing in the society that it makes me anxious of what will the reactions be..
