I had the same body for decades: short, slim, athletic. My t..
Added 2023-03-13 16:25:29 +0000 UTCI had the same body for decades: short, slim, athletic. My tone differed slightly depending on which sport I participated in, but overall, my body did not change, not even as I entered into and graduated from college. I was considered lucky to most, but for me, staying the same was boring. These days, my body is unpredictable in where it chooses to develop fat and the unknown is almost as scary as it is exciting. This is completely contradictory to my personality and the way I normally operate, because I am very much a planner and in charge of my day to day life. But for some reason, my brain processes this type of fear with arousal and I’m addicted to the feeling of being helplessly out of control of myself. Even hotter is the idea of a life partner making me as fat as he wants me, which is also contradictory to my dominant and assertive personality. Something about living a normal life alongside my partner consisting of everyday things like work, paying bills, raising a family, etc while he feeds and fucks me behind closed doors is just so ideal. Thoughts of my lover rubbing my distended belly and calling me his good girl while the other hand brings another spoonful of ice cream to my tongue as I moan and lie helplessly before him…this turns me on to the highest degree. 🥵 Thoughts of waking up to find my face a little more swollen with fat, or a new roll developing somewhere between the others, or my belly still round and stuffed from the night before…or even little acts of PDA where his hand rubs and rests on one of my love handles that he fattened up himself. These are the situations I dream of experiencing in my future. Life causes humans to fall into predictable and safe patterns, and this is okay with me to a certain extent. But between me and my lover, I want to experience a fulfilling life of trust and connection and arousal that only comes from submitting my body to him and being funnel fed to the point of becoming unrecognizable. Is this too much to ask? 🐷
