Part 2 According to social media - he had it all. He grew..
Added 2021-12-03 15:02:39 +0000 UTCPart 2 According to social media - he had it all. He grew up local - a double edge sword for anyone who knows my town. His posts told me he was cultured, a man of this land. Proud and in pursuit... He was working towards change - a job excruciatingly relentless and never ending. This country and his culture are at war - but there he was, a soldier. The more I scrolled the more I realised - I was absolutely going to message this man. Regardless of the years of studying I'd just done in an attempt to secure a position - just. like. his. I wanted to be able to help people. Come in when life seems unbareable, when the world seems ugly and offer assistance. Regardless of everything I had just learned - I pushed away my need to follow the rules, abide by the system designed to protect not only me - but him as well. 'If you message him and he replies - you will breaching his professional code of conduct. He will be made to apply a conflict of interest, you will get a new worker and maybe never EVER know who he is' I repeated this over and over.... A couple weeks passed but I couldn't resist. I tried though maybe not hard enough but lord knows I tried... I had no idea what he'd want with a girl like me - he was way outta my league. In a totally different ball game. He was together, intelligent, secure and loved. He not gunna want your stupid ass anyway. On the scale of socioeconomic standards, I was barely a level above white trash. I prepped myself for rejection and went in for the kill. I messaged .... Fancy seeing you here... Hook.
