The burner boy. Based on real events. 1. I knew immediate..

The burner boy. Based on real events. 1. I knew immediately that sex was going to be my biggest loss... Another failed relationship had me sad that yet another man had my body with no intention of keeping it... its ok tho, we barely scratched the surface of my sexual urges. We only dated for 6 weeks and i hadnt even swallowed a load, I barely knew what he tasted like so it was easier to start preparing contingencies. I knew who I wanted. There was no other man on my mind... He was big... Tall bloke, well built, solid. I like big. Theres an excitement in knowing they can throw you around. His face lights up when he smiles and his got huge personality. His mood can change an entire room, I like that in men. Projection is powerfull. We had known each other a good while, at least 9 years but he was fresh meat. Recently single. Oh the excitement of a man who was untouchable 💦 Id always liked the way he carried himself... kinda mysterious but i respect relationships and kept a healthy distance. Just watched him and his hot as fuck GF from the sidelines wondering if they were a hit or a miss... i wondered how they fucked. Was he gods gift? Could he make her knees weak with 3 flicks and a pump? Did she know how to get him there? Did she blow his knees out too? I hoped so... Turns out no. Apparently sex wasnt their strongest suit according to her public post break up slutty rampage and his confession to me that he loves her and wishes she would just come home. Anyway.. He was loyal to his partner and appeared to be a supportive and loving (from what i could see from EXTREME distance) He has drive, motivation and has lived quite a life... travelled, business ventures, general life stuff that i respected and admired. Not to mention his covered in tattoos. He fine as fuck, i so wanted this mans dick and balls in and around my mouth. They broke up and alas, my time had come. I messaged him. 'Wana fuck?' ... i don't beat around the bush, clear intent is important to me due to my stupid arse personality. This is a double edge sword... this might have made him feel like i wanted to use him, which i did. BUT ONLY if he wanted to use me too. This also maybe influenced him not 'respect' me as a 'lady' .. wording can help set levels of expectation. Something im yet to master.... I knew he did... i knew he had been watching me too. It was only a matter of time...