Goddamn it’s been awhile- let’s talk I know I have a habit ..
Added 2021-09-24 14:03:46 +0000 UTCGoddamn it’s been awhile- let’s talk I know I have a habit of coming on here, posting a few times, then dipping for a month or so, allow me to explain myself; as a person I’ve just never had an okay mental state- I take my medication I try my best but it’s very hard to find motivation and confidence to keep doing the things that once made me feel better. When at every turn I’m doing something wrong or I’m ugly and disgusting and I guess I get scared that everyone else thinks the same thing as me. On top of my stupid mental health bullshit, one of my ratties (Lester) got sick and it’s been really hard on me (he’s doing much better but he’s still on meds and in a bit of pain). So instead of a set schedule I’m going to try my best to post whenever I can as often as I can. I’m sorry for all this back and forth and I genuinely appreciate your patience with me.
