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Did a private ppv for someone bc they gifted me clothes haha.. it gives me idea though!! That maybe ppl that buy me cosplay or gifts gets their own special ppv of me thanking them in or with it and idk different fro. Standard video and photos posted. Not a bad idea!!! And win win i get clothes and support and.. maybe ppl will be happy to receive such thing and thank you idk I suck

Aaaa sorry just to be safe!! I dmed you of i think you're too suspicious..

Sry... if you have like... default name im have to block you.. avoid... leaker bot things...

Also sorry!! itsn't much at all but here's just video I recorded yesterday. THere's some spelling errors and stuff so that's annoying but it's almost 2 am :( I hope I look okay at least I hated how my eyes looked yesterday ngl.. just like undressing dressing vid idkkk

I thought i uploaded this loll guess not. Just mee looking like total shit other day!! Albeit I'm pretty chubby.... blegh

A lot of people really like my first ppv.. aka technically my first vlog..... its why I started making videos in the first place.. been a crazy 1.5 months but I'm thankful to keep growing. It wasn't appreciated.... and bc It never was I thought nobody would care kuch.. but many of you do love it lots!! And I'm really glad you all do thank you. If anything really hope I csn get a better camera for that and vlogs.. so expensive but my phone is running out of space :((((((

How tf do I even make a pv.. like.. dm.. locked price message.. idk I'll send the video and guess maybe ill make it like.. $6 or something

I actually do have my video.. it's actually my first vlog.. from back late oct.. the one that started it all... It was meant for only for someone, but it didn't mean much at all. It is still personal, it's 7 minutes long and I have edited version where things are cut and references too. So now it's kind of like a ASMR I love you video kind of loll I can release it.. but it'll probably be a limited PV maybe? Bc it's still really personal to me haha

I'll block suspicious default users Lol

If ppl want i have throne wishlist and you can like, request cosplay or things to wear or buy it for me. Idk if I csn do most requests and next few months is gonna be rough but it'll be figured out somehow

I look like garbo bit pics from last week. Jsut adrogynous flannel and beach mostly

I literally forgot who asked about nude fishnet and the pillow thing lol but you're welcome

Really need the legion go money

Here is video!! First I was scared to upload... then I thought only frames... and then I was gonna upload it but out of spite because I'm unlovable but.. things are okay. I'll upload it, because I want to even if I'm scared of leaks.. i trust you all though... The video is a bit dumb. Someone want me to do some pillow thing but I never actually done that before. And I just strip and things haha

Here's some frames from the video... im bit embarassed to post... it ugh

I finished recording and editing video... but I'm really scared to upload it... ugh

Maybe ill make stripping video

Also I did make a video but... it's like?? Lost now ugh.. that's also why I got dismotivated........

Sorry it isn't really much at all

Sorry again I've been dead.. just this whole month sucked ngl...... it's okay if many of you want to unsub and stuff too but please take care

Sorry for the being very active.. im still sad with how things went recently with leaks and such.... and just overall been depressed. I did film video and such few days ago.. hope iccan edit laterl

Also i was right about losing half of subs :(( but thats okay. Thank you everyone who helped support me so far, I was able to save lots past weeks and months. Thank you for those who still sticking around! Hope I'll keep posting content!!

Tbh wasn't sure if i wanted to post this bc kind of low quality and I still think I look ugly and im chubby but whateverr

Sorry, still testing how new layout and such.. photos from other week.. I haven't really been doing much bc still bit sad but idk

Anyways.... sad and annoyed and stuff still.. Also I was bored idk if this counts but.. "ASMR" I guess?.. I don't usually post such risque things!!! But whatever idk!!! bzzzzzz

Okay... Here some things I am doing rn.. - Price increase for base subscription raised from $10-, to $20 I know this really sucks. And it's okay if many of you don't renew!!! I came to this conclusion due to support being needed due to annoying lifestuffs,, and even if half of many of the people leave, I would still be making the same amount.. SO kind of like failsafe!! If many of you stay, I would be really grateful. I'm not the best.. and even I don't think someone like me is worth that much.... - I don't want it as means to punish anyone, so it's okay if many of you are mad too!! But.. It's also to hopefully prevent future reposting of content... - Minasupport This tier will basically be tier to help support me!! I wish I can do less than $5 but it's the minimum I can do.. This tier will basically replace the current "follow and you get 100 pictures" thing I'm doing. It was also recommended by some people who wanted to support me!! But felt bad for seeing me in such a state - Followers You still still get more pictures than what was on Twitter. But won't be like every photo from the sets... Again, I'm so so sorry... I know it will upset many people.. And over and over I'll say how guilty I am... I hope many of you will understand... If anything, feel free to leave any suggestions too!!! I'm sorry...

Also sorry for venting too!! Just been stressed and such ugh!!!.. Idk how many of you care and things so sorry about that. I just... idk living situation is dire and such.. and very lost... Also trying to do calculations....

Also.... it's bc I'm really going to struggle a lot in the near future.... I want to keep focusing on content creation.. Not just here!!! but... I'm just... really thankful for everyone's support... and I would really appreciate all the help I can get... It's okay if you want to unfollow or unsub to!! I understand that. There's a lot of people who are disappointed with my content too.. so I'm sorry.... But just know that.. I'm thankful... to be supported and for continued support in the future

I feel.. really really bad for doing this... but might have to look into price increase and different tiers... ik I was generous enough with the hundreds of photos if you just followed me... and only $10 for basically all lewds.. and I feel bad my content isn't as risque as others and my behavior isn't either... But.... I'm just so so sorry..... I just cried a lot... and I'm just so sorry for disappointing many of you... I'm just so upset content was leaked... I thought I wouldn't care and I knew day like this would come but... Rn it's major source of income.... At this point I'm making as much as a paycheck which is really sad thinking about it but whatever!!!! I.. don't want to be greedy... Or sound like I'm selfish slut...... I'm sorry if that's the vibes I give off too... I wouldn't know where to start.. or know how much people will be willing to pay to see me.. some people said I really am selling myself short and that I'm beautiful.... But idk.. The reason why it's $10 is bc basically I only get $8 cut of it and always thought I was ugly and such so I should be cheap.... If anything. I would like to hear suggestions... Such as, followers will still get photos (more than bsky/twitter) but there would slight payment for like, set of 100 photos with no risque content..).. And more price increase for current tier... Again.. I'm so sorry it had to come to this.. I'm really sorry......

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