The best ones always have the worst introductions. This isnt a story just a personal rant. I remember a wonderful "friend" that wanted to move forward with marriage but I knew he needed a "real" relationship. He was married and got divorced to marry me even though I begged him not to. He sent me an email when he saw my ad lol and I was like why won't this freak text. Well he still only used a flipphone. He wanted to French kiss. He was so insistent. I replied by saying I don't know your hygiene. We went back and forth for awhile. I was staying in awful hotel Because I had not researched the hotels well and it cost a shit load for a shit hole in Cali. He was like ok im getting you out of here. He asked me to lick his ass and I was like no you freak. Conventional sex with a condom and a blowjob. He had a hard time staying hard and I didn't shame but gave him tons of extra time. We ended up just driving around in the sunlight with the breeze blowing amd he told me I would make a great wife taken care of but I was not the working type. I let him kiss me and etc with my mouth closed Because his hygiene was great. The friendship blossomed after all the arguing and me initially wanting to dismiss him. He hated paying and wanted it to be real so I felt I was letting him cheat himself and let him go. He spoiled me like a doll.
He wasn't used to girls my age just being frank and real with him .most wanted to giggle and use him and manipulate him. We functioned like a married couple and my snarky remarks mixed with genuine care and gratefulness amd his dumb assery mixed with being a little boy at heart was a great combo. We still correspond to this day and he asks me for advice and vents a lot. I made him buy an iPhone and he still doesn't know how to use it. I've met the best and most interesting people and don't regret it. I remember everything and relish my memories of better times. Two people with a huge age difference who helped each other out in amazing ways and could truly be themselves.
2023-05-16 17:18:32 +0000 UTC
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Releasing this throwback scene of me at 18
I know the dialogue will take everyone out of the scene but it's impossible to take out. Lol
2023-05-16 16:39:31 +0000 UTC
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Who is your favorite male talent to see me with??
2023-05-15 18:03:11 +0000 UTC
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Thank you for all the love and tips on mothers day!!
2023-05-15 17:33:49 +0000 UTC
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Happy mother day! Take your mother or significant other out today to a special dinner or flowers 💐 you can send me a gift too 😉 😜 I'm doing the no extensions no lashes natural look lately as I took time off for my mental health this month
2023-05-14 16:22:01 +0000 UTC
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2023-05-13 21:34:10 +0000 UTC
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Good morning
2023-05-12 14:52:55 +0000 UTC
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Free page with locked posts? Yeah!
3 dollars with everything free? Eh
2023-05-10 12:03:43 +0000 UTC
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Goodnight...
2023-05-07 02:19:44 +0000 UTC
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Switchin up positions for you
In the kitchen and the bedroom
2023-05-06 03:07:24 +0000 UTC
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Crashing servers with my popularity lol. After I deleted my browser history -wiping it clean of my porn browsing history and my strange Google searches the site is working better . Why can't one clean ones mind as easily as cleaning your phone lol. Wait-having a dirty mind is a good thing if you can harness and channel its creativity into something good. Fun. Beneficial. This video I play your wife trying to excited you after the intimacy has died. Here's some random thoughts and some of my thoughts on marriage. I have never been married Because personally I won't marry until I can be monogamous.
My long term sugar daddy that recently died causing me great grief-he was so much more- a father figure a friend an advisor. Very private and guarded but loving, stable, firm and giving. He was extremely cautious and never paraded me around in public or harassed me or spoke down to me. I will miss him until the day i die. He told me that I helped his marriage. And I think a lot of girls actually do help marriages. Instead of a full blown affair or leaving there wife people can find understanding and relief/release/variety/exploration if there partner isn't willing or isn't capable. One of my long term "friends" had a wife who was parylzed from the neck down and he had been her caretaker for years. She encouraged him to find release and they still had a loving marriage. Marriage is many things to different people and sometimes a great marriage isn't always sexual. If you have friends outside of your marriage please be respectful to your spouse by using a condom, not speaking badly of her or giving out too much information about her to friends, not comparing her, showering before being intimate with her after a session. If you cant be open and honest then be extremely careful that she doesn't find out because there's no point in hurting someone. And hey don't use a provider as an excuse to leave your marriage if youte at that point because it was already broken and it's not our fault. I've had multiple people try to use me as an out to leave and one who even gave his wife my name number etc. Leave me out of your sad marriage mister I never said I wanted to date you. You can either use a provider to heal your marriage by boosting your confidence, learning new and different ways to please her by trying new things with your provider, getting release by doing things with your provider that your wife won't do, releasing stress so youre more pleasant at home, or just as an escape. But don't ever leave your wife for a provider because the thrill doesn't last. Its just a thrill. Love is a tricky things and I've told people I love them but clarify it's not the let's run away together thing. There's always a middle road. Have fun but don't become so consumed that you get too addicted to providers by spending money you don't have, missing important dates or neglecting your spouse.
2023-05-06 02:48:01 +0000 UTC
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Was offline for a family event today and have another tomorrow it's either my phone or onlyfans I received my tips thank you so much but the site is down for me otherwise. Videos taking forever to load and messages loading only after i refresh the page 100 times. And I'm really consumed with this event and thanks i do feel better and pray/hope you are all doing great and have a wonderful weekend !!! I'm on the spectrum so excuse me if I'm super blunt sometimes lol.
2023-05-06 02:25:16 +0000 UTC
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2023-05-05 13:08:44 +0000 UTC
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Love thigh highs do you.
2023-05-05 12:00:24 +0000 UTC
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A long term c l I e n t requested a schull outfit and I rarely take requests but being longterm gets special treatment
The world sc h o g I r l
Is banned
Do you remember the movie megamind when he prounouces it schuuuuul lol. From now on I will
2023-05-05 11:58:32 +0000 UTC
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Good morning. Took some quick content
2023-05-05 11:54:12 +0000 UTC
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Not feeling great today anymore offline sorry
2023-05-04 20:16:10 +0000 UTC
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Every girl loves a strong Hitachi. I reward myself after a long day once a blue moon with a Hitachi session but use it sparingly so I don't ruin my sensitivity
2023-05-04 17:23:39 +0000 UTC
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Hey i havent answered messages in a bit. Sorry
Hey you or whoever it was that she led on or friend zoned you or chose the jock over the sweet nerd-i hope she comes crawling back willing to deepthroat you and lick your ass! This scene is partially humorous mostly sincere. This is not about my life lol but I know I've hurt some feelings 😅 I've literally had people try to enact grandiose revenge plans because I didn't want to date them or didn't have those feelings. Bur just know she's probably swinging to the next branch
2023-05-04 13:05:57 +0000 UTC
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To be fully seen and understood is the greatest gift and exchange of humanity. Outfit was a gift. Thank you!
2023-05-03 21:04:49 +0000 UTC
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My two girl shoot was postponed but it's going to be so worth it. I didn't want to do a quick shoot but really want to invest a half day into shooting art worthy of my fans who are not your typical Joe's jerking off to trash. I think I have high expectations of my content and it's definitely fallen short. Some of my fans are writers artists directors people capable of picking up on detail with highly articulate and trained eyes with an appreciation for beauty . So I don't want to just do content for the sake of content and I didn't want to shoot with just anyone with a vagina who was willing. I think I found someone who has high expectations as well.
2023-05-03 17:11:02 +0000 UTC
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Taken lots of polls before but since fans come and go I want to just make sure again. I am interested in dabbling in some deeper kinks. You would think a porn star has done everything. I've never done anal pet play leashes golden sh ower soon much. I've only French kissed one person in my life.
2023-05-03 00:48:40 +0000 UTC
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Fallen Angel
Part one
As far as I can remember it was him. I saw him and him alone, not the immature boys trying to get my attention swinging thru the halls like it was a jungle. I felt like he truly saw me and this knowledge that he truly understood women and saw me as a woman sent chills down my spine.
It wasnt one of my classmates who made me feel attractive. It was one of the teachers, Michael, as he would want me to call him later on. I was turned off by the youthful arrogance of the boys, chewing gum, acting like monkeys and being intimidated by me. Michael wore suits and cologne and didnt desire to impress me. He was standing in the classroom doorway when I entered the building and started for my homeroom. He knew who I was. Faculty members gossips about there students and I was confident that I was frequently the topic of there conversations. Whenever he had looked at me before there was little or no excitement in his ryes. Like most teachers he wasn't interested in having a conversation with me. Few wanted to know what I was researching or reading. And I'd any did ask, he or she would merely nod or smile clearly revealing that I was into areas beyond them, reading books they didn't even read in college, but that wasn't true for Michael Jarron. He wasn't especially tall or good looking standing at 5 ' 9" but his green eyes were intense and he his brown hair streaked with Grey was always combed nicely. Something in his face drew me in. I wasn't drawn to conventionally attractive men. A face that showed signs of time and experiences beyond mine and wisdom beyond my own was attractive. He was recently divorced and kept to himself despite all the female teachers vying for his attention. As far as I knew none had won his interest. "Good morning Alison " he greeted me as I started past his room
I paused a little surprised. "Yes?"
I felt more self conscience, and had the surprising urge to bring my arms up and cover my small breasts as if I were top less but resisted. I fought to hold it bath but the heat from my flushed cheeks went down my neck and down my body into my panties. I wanted to know more about him and how I could get his attention beyond being a student but I was afraid to ask.
As far as I can remember, asking questions got me into trouble. Being curious got me into trouble. Curiosity coupled with a thirst for knowledge and a desire to been seen and understood in conjuction with the needs of others seemed to stir up such rage in people. I remember going to the kitchen for a glass of milk one night when i stopped upon hearing my parents moans. My steps halted and i peered into the crack of mother and fathers room where strange noises would emanate. Repulsion mixed with curiosity lay dormant inside as I wasn't old enough to be bothered by the image of my parents entwined in bed. At this time it was just wonderment. Mothers breasts were bare and bouncing as her neck craned back as if she was trying to touch her nose to the ceiling. Father was breathing heavily as his strong hands gripped her hips and pulled back and further across his lap. The covers were falling off the bed and traces of sweat were on there brows. I didn't understand what they were doing but they seemed to be working very hard at it. I thought mommys breasts were beautiful and they stood out to me in contrast to my flat chest. I opened up my shirt and looked down at my nipples so small and I significant. So brown instead of pretty and pink like mommys. My brow furrowed as I felt a twinge of jealousy as I wanted to be the one in daddys arms. He rarely hugged me or showed any recognition or affection. I watched until mommy seemed to collapse onto daddys chest and curled up into a ball crying. This seemed to frustrate daddy and he pushed her off of him. "It's just not enough for you, is it." He said shouted. Her face was buried in the covers and she didn't lift her head as her sobs continued as daddy got up. His physique was far from perfect but I loved his broad shoulders, wavy brown hair and we shared the same inquisitive eyes. "I'll just have to finish the job myself eh". He said. I didn't understand at the time what he was doing as he gripped his cock and began to rub it furiously. Our eyes locked and I thought I would be in trouble for watching instead daddy started to tremble and moan and something came out of his thing. It covered his hands and his eyes seemed glazed over and his mouth open as he stared at me. A moan escaped his lips. At the time I didn't know what it was called. I was glad that he wasn't mad at me. He smiled but shook his head decidedly and I took that as my cue to go to bed.
When I learned what the word orgasm it was far before my peers. My mother had caught me in my bedroom with my hands up my skirt unaware of what I was even doing, right before ecstacy hit and I couldn't control my facial expressions. As she was screaming and slapping me I lost control to my orgasm and my knees buckled as I fell to the floor. She was further horrified of course. I remember listening outside of my parents door as she explained to my father. He had come to my room later to apologize for mother being cruel to me. "Dad I don't understand what an orgasm is" I had said.
"What were you doing when mommy walked in the room?" He had asked with kindness and patience in his gentle voice
I indicated that I was touching my vagina. Dad seemed confused.
'You did nothing wrong Allison. Mommy is angry because she lost the ability to feel pleasure after she had you. She's ashamed of herself and insecure about her body. Will you show me exactly what you were doing?"
His voice tender and patient made me want to do it again. But for some reason I was still afraid of getting in trouble again.
"You won't get in trouble dear, just show daddy"
Reluctantly I pulled down my underwear. There was a creamy stain.
2023-05-02 22:32:52 +0000 UTC
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Send me your kinks and I'll rate them 0-10 depending on my personal interest. For free. Dms seem to be working. I'll be influenced by less pleasing and more of my personal turns these days. Versatile but genuine.
2023-05-02 20:36:02 +0000 UTC
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What anyone be interested in reading erotic poetry or erotic short stories I've written. Lol probably not just throwing it out there
2023-05-01 23:17:07 +0000 UTC
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Trailer for a scene thats a bit differenr. I wrote this with a few old friends in mind. For the guys I've friend zoned I'm sorry 😞
Ice blonde temptress who ghosted the quiet shy boy for a hot player gets dumped and finds herself begging for nerd cock. She didnt think she was atrracted to the shy awkward weirdo and hes always been underestimated. He loves anime video games and is eternally unseen and unappreciated. He accepts a blow job from the prom queen turned influencer and looks forward to huiliatin her more next time
2023-05-01 23:03:07 +0000 UTC
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Trailer for solo scene.
I will try to keep posting but I'm in the middle of some stressful things. Some very serious things. This site is such a welcome escape. I hope it is for you too
"Step"dad asked me to grab his phone for him and I saw all kinds of screenshots of dirty things and condos with onlyfans girls and his internet search history
2023-05-01 21:39:39 +0000 UTC
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I finally have enough money to get me and my family out of a horrible situation. I was able to get my nails and hair done this month on top of things I needed. It's amazing to do what you love genuinely and also profit. Thank you so much
2023-04-30 18:10:28 +0000 UTC
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Fans that still love you even when you're not posting but believe in you and encourage to come back are the best ❤️
2023-04-30 16:36:06 +0000 UTC
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Sometimes the best self care is doing nothing
2023-04-30 16:35:12 +0000 UTC
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